. I have certain reservations  By  Ross r f lombardi . I am not convinced that the 'male lonlyness epidemic',  is a 'bad thing' I am not convinced the high male suicide rate, Is a 'bad thing' I am not entirely sure, at all, that, 'Life is sacred' . I look at this human world, It's ridiculous excuses to hate,  The stupid flag waving wars. Its sickening rapes and tortures. And it makes me sigh  It makes me have doubts Makes me want the whole  human race entirety extinct. . And I could do that... We can all do that... We can all kill our entire grotesque species off... We all have that divine power, - that ability, To destroy this horedious world. It's easy! . All any off us have to do... Is do nothing... As inaction is still a choice, Still an option, Still has consequences. . Just sit back, On your arse  Shove on a tv soap, Or some football. Crack a beer and a smoke,  And do fuck all, -  to stop it all. Simply let the world bloody burn! . Dona...

. My birthday present for my 54th birthday. By Ross e f Lombardi. . For my birthday I would like... ...as my present... ...a "reason" . A reason to go to the doctor, If I find a mysterious lump. . A reason to call an ambulance, If I get chest pains  . A reason to hand over my money and phone, If I get mugged. . A reason to keep out out jail. A reason to behave. . A reason to keep out the hospital. A reason to live. . A reason to keep out of the grave.  . For my birthday this year. I want a reason to fear. A reason to be scared of dying. A reason that makes life worthwhile. . For this birthday I want to value my life. To worry when I get a death threat. Instead of wishing to be killed. . For my birthday. I want the emotional pain to stop. To be sane and stable. And maybe, just maybe, even be "normal"! . If I am lying on the ground and bleeding, I want for my birthday to be able to say, "I can't die here" "I need to get home to 'them'...-...

! One of my TOP annoying things!? . Attractive people, of any gender, who lecture on shallowness! "Oh no!” “People only like me because of my looks" "They are so shallow"... Hold my salt tear filled beer! FFS! . I can ignore most normal bullshit outside intimidation. BUT I DO often run home from a night out, early, from looking in the wrong mirror! . If I ever managed to get to an ideal weight, Wore a ten-thousand-dollar suit And spent 3 hours to make myself look my absolute best? You’d still throw yourself out of a ten-story window, if you had to look that bad for over three days! . Even with Nanotech and a mass spectrometer, you can’t make a violin small enough for your dire trite crap! . If I had a gene with three wishes, It would still take the power of all three combined to look a quarter as good as you lot do… … on your scruffiest, grungiest day, sleep deprived, covered in vomit and a pants full of shit from a fourth day of food poisoning! . Look, I’m ...

. My sarcastic dark satire of how I feel rankings of various human groups are seen by everyone else.... 2026 Based solely on my own warped and bitter perspective after paying £30 to get into Blackpool Pleasure Beach... By my self... alone... With zero evidence to back this crap up. And written on the note pad of my phone, hence all the text mistakes. . RANK 1: The Highest Rank! Couples with kids. Kings and queens of the world. Pretty much, what we are all told, what we want to be. (Despite whether that is actually true or not) . Rank 2: The Second Highest Rank Couples with no kids. Whether it is the young couple destined to change their mind. Or the old couple proving to the world that 'you can love again' These are the dukes and duchess's of the human race ... . Rank 3: The Third Highest Rank Single women who are happy being single... Knights of the court... 'You Go Girl' You don't need no one! (Until you do ...) . Rank 4: The Plebs Single women who are rom...

! WARNING! Fascist does Not mean stupid,! . My own genetic father was a die hard nazi worshiper.  He was a thug,  a criminal  and a base wife beating bully. But He was also Very smart. He failed in the education system but he did teach himself fluent German from scratch from just books found at  bootsales and later German films. He later taught himself other languages. - Here is the dangerous assumption... Fascist are NOT all stupid! And the constant thicko mask too many of us keep believing is a real danger! They know human nature, advanced psychology ect. Many of them are also fantastic financial book cookers and skimmers,  Able to hide and move huge amounts of illicit money around.  And Their biggest, most dangerous weapon? Is making others constantly underestimate them! They are not stupid! They are evil, yes. They are violent, yes They are ruthless, also yes. But they are Not stupid! But underestimating then IS! . And falling for that 'stupidity facard...

. INTERNATIONAL MENS DAY  EVERY YEAR! NOV 19th . But seriously... LOL!  Why do I even need a mens day! I'm not disenfranchised purely based on my gender! I don't have less money because of my gender! I'm not killed because of my gender! . What's the fucks next!? International perfectly healthy day? International straight persons day?  International white person day? International billionaires day? International 'I have less problems than you' day??! . God dam! International mens day is such bullshit! - THAT is why hardly anyone cares about it. Because it doesn't matter! We don't need it! It's stupidly on a stick! .

Men don't define women Women don't define women Men don't define men Women don't define men No one defines Anyone. . As soon as you look to others to define who you are... ...you loose who you are! . Only You should define You! . And your only duty  (without harming or imposing your will on others)  Is to be YOU as Hard as You can!  . You are only ever your actual deeds. You are only what you really Do. Not what you or others merely say you are or call you.  . Actions are everything. Known or unknown  Witnessed or in private. Your deeds, seen or unseen  define you  Mere words and labels mean nothing. You can't control the world But you can choose your own actions.  It's better to burn alive free and screaming - - than submit to others as their puppet.  . No one, no being, no gang, no government, no 'rag on a stick',  is worthy of You bowing or kneeling to! . Be your own deity. Worshiping who You are! So you can better love the entire wor...

. Creativity is a gift . It was never meant to make money It is bestowed upon some  to help others .

. Seven. By Ross e f Lombardi . 60 seconds in "I don't really want to talk." "I'm ok" "I don't want to talk about it" "Honestly" (I am not ok) . Two moments on "I'll just cover the basics." "But not burden you." "As I don't matter." "I never did matter... ...I never could matter.... ... and matter, I never will." . Three and uncorking. "This!" "THIS!" And "This!" I'm Spewing Words "That!" "THAT!" And "that!" For I am 'This' needy, attention greedy, over-bearing, over-sharing twat. . Halfway between heaven and hell now and still falling. Self-hate speech calling. Tearless crying. Dried eyed yet bawling. . Five up. Ok I'm breathing calmer now. I feel embarrassed. But you comfort me with constant "oks, "it's fine" ...and despite myself I feel 'valued'. I hate myself A bit less now. Thanks...