Until my primitive self learns who "the bitch" is and who "the master" is!

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New theory.
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Because I do not want to go back on heavy medication.
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(Because I like the little things, like being able to read, write and do other things than drool on the couch)

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I am going to try a different tack to tackling my Cold Rage.
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The theory is this....
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If I have the excess energy to spend being angry,
Then I mush have too much energy.
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So, the plan is to reduce how much energy I have available.
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Put simply
Less food.
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Less food = Less Energy

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Less surplus Energy = Less Anger

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So,
Now when I am too angry, I am NOT going to eat
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If my body wants food then it has to stop being angry first.
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I am hoping for an eventual Pavlovic response that will make my hindbrain stop being angry all the time.
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Food will become a reward for having happy emotions,
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Any FEELINGS! (Not Thoughts) of any violence will be punished with hunger.

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Until my primitive self learns who "the bitch" is and who "the master" is!
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