.
I AM happy for the artist
- Getting sales is hard!
Well done them!
.
- But sometimes
- I must admit (selfishly) that when things are bad for me sales-wise
- such news, (for other artist), can,
- For me,
on occasion,
- Make me want to take a very short walk on a long very busy train track...
...sometimes.
.
And due to health issues
(Me being stuck as a socially dysfunctional total weird'O over-emotional nut job.)
A normal job, for me, is not a realistic option.
Its either this
Or quit and just claim benefits, waiting for eventual entropy to take its course.
.
It can feel so soul-destroying
.
There is no slack on the rope left on either end!
I have nothing left to give.
.
WHENEVER I HEAR OF A TALENTED ARTIST SELLING A LOVELY PIECE!
.I AM happy for the artist
- Getting sales is hard!
Well done them!
.
- But sometimes
- I must admit (selfishly) that when things are bad for me sales-wise
- such news, (for other artist), can,
- For me,
on occasion,
- Make me want to take a very short walk on a long very busy train track...
...sometimes.
.
And due to health issues
(Me being stuck as a socially dysfunctional total weird'O over-emotional nut job.)
A normal job, for me, is not a realistic option.
Its either this
Or quit and just claim benefits, waiting for eventual entropy to take its course.
.
It can feel so soul-destroying
.
There is no slack on the rope left on either end!
I have nothing left to give.
.
I can simply not work any harder
Or sell any cheaper
Than I already am.
..
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