DECLARATION OF WAR! My ex once told me. “You being fat is the biggest threat to our marriage”.

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DECLARATION OF WAR!

My ex once told me.

“You being fat is the biggest threat to our marriage”.

She was right.

Being fat is why she did not want to touch me.

Being fat is why she is now fucking another man.

If I am fat, THEN - I cannot be loved.

I must become thin to be loved.

Calories and Rest are my enemy.

I don’t care about being healthy,

I want to be loved.

I will gain control.

I will not let the universe win!

I WILL gain the ability to be loved,

I WILL get thin,

Even if I sacrifice my health to do it!

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Other people can be fat.

But I am not allowed to be fat.

It is only ok to be fat if you are normal AND charming.

I can never be normal OR charming.

But I can become thin.

The world will only accept me if I am thin.

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