I crossed a line today. To destroy a part of me that was once "good". And I'm feeling surprisingly ok about it.

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Title:
"Young Woman With Glass Of Wine"
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Size
A3
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First created - Back When I was in my 20s.
This old picture of mine was once something very special to me.
Now it is just another product to sell.
- To anyone with 20 pounds (plus 5 pounds post and packing)
(NOTE: Physical purchase does not include digital reproduction rights.)
The picture is of my now ex-wife back when she was Susan Chapman (now Susan Lombardi).
She posed for it before we were married.
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I openly admit that this is an act of childish spite.
- and I simply feel far too crushed and utterly defeated to care.
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"Sometimes you fight the darkness…"
<shrug>
“…Sometimes the darkness wins…”
"…Sometimes you let the darkness win…."
“…And sometimes you give the darkness a big hug and welcome it as an old friend”.
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I crossed a line today
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To destroy a part of me that was once "good"
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And I'm feeling surprisingly ok about it.
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