I C U and I C Me. by Ross e f Lombardi

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I C U and I C Me. 

 By Ross e f Lombardi
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Yes, I AM ugly.
There is no denying That!
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But I see you.
I see who you vote for.
I see who you like.
I see your celebrity culture.
I see the music you get to number one.
I see your fashions.
I see your hit "reality" TV.
I see your collective, priorities, cares, values and concerns.
I see the political expediencies you accept.
I see immoral yet convenient choices you make.
I see the unethical self-licencing, the constant excuses and all the self-told lies.
I see the suffering you ignore.
The fellow human tears you wantingly drink.
The children's screams you block out.
The world you let die.
I see the guilt you do not feel.
I see the empathy you are incapable of.
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I see you regarding kindness as a weakness, misuse of power as sexy, and ruthlessness as a strength.
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I see how innately crap we all are = me included.
And I judge the human species as moot.
Your opinions are silly and invalid.
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The difference between a random person and a random doggy I meet and pet.
Unlike the random person, I care if the dog likes me.
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I am no better.
I am only a shitty human, just like you.
I am ugly,
I am an ugly human.

But I no longer care that I am so dammed ugly.

It seems silly for my looks to matter, anymore. 
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So, Yes, I AM clearly ugly.
There is no denying THAT.
I own it.
I own that fact.
I might be even uglier on the inside.
But I laugh At you all, in your general direction.
To me, you are all just a joke.
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Why should anyone save you?!!
Why should anyone save any of us?!
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