but will I get it...??

Got an update from the cps.

 They are discussing whether to press charges or not.

 But it is strongly hinted that my attacker may only get an "adult caution". 

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They have full CCTV footage of me, Unarmed, not attacking back or retaliating while the beats me around the head and the kidneys with a metal weapon in two separate flurries of attacks. 

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If it does not go to court, then people will wrongly assume that his warped version of events is totally true,

They will wrongly assume that he is sone sort of "anti hero" to be looked up to that I tried to victimise somehow.

If it does not go to court he will paint himself as some kind of victim and me as the villain. - ...and people will believe the charming, attractive, successful DJ guy, not the ugly socialy awkward skint one, on benefits, suffeing from regular suicidal depression bouts.

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If it does not go to court.

If the whole story is not put on public record and left to only rumour and hearsay?

Then what is the point of me bothing with basic hygiene or leaving the flat anymore???!

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I need to believe the system works.

I want to testify.

I need my day in court to face my attacker!

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But will I get it?