Review: My recent beating with a length of metal:

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Review:
My recent beating with a length of metal:
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Good multiple kidney thrusts strikes.

Plenty of well-targeted speed there!
No visible bruising on the outside but still left me needing to pee more often with more discomfort.
Not many people are skilled enough to do that without visible bruises.
And this alone would have gained a score of 8 or maybe even 9 out of 10.
However, this performance was let down by sloppy overhead arm work.
With more focus and less fury, I should have been on the floor after less than three blows,
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But his fury caused a lack of concentration and wasted energy leaving me still standing.
- a very base amateur mistake, that is surprising in someone so obviously experienced in these matters.
So, unfortunately, despite his enthusiasm, I do have to deduct points for that.
Leaving my attacker with a more pitiful score of only 5 out of 10.
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But he tried hard so I'll throw him an extra point for effort.
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He just needs to remember to turn more of his hot rage into cold focus in future
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My rating of this attack:
6 out of 10
Could do better.
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I have always had issues with self-loathing.
Always been scared, terrified, worried about, becoming my horrendously violent genetic father.
However, recently, when the self-licence, excuse, golden ticket, to harm another person presented itself,
I chose to be a real human being, Instead of a mere macho monster.
You never really know who you are until you are tested.
I was tested.
And I passed that test!
I almost never get to say this,
But for now...
I AM proud of 'Me'!

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