THE UNGIVEN TO THE UNFORGIVEN.

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THE UNGIVEN TO THE UNFORGIVEN.

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In line with the sentimental statement
"You never know how much you miss someone until you have something exciting to tell them and they are not there"
I GET IT!
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I am divorced,
I hate my ex-wife.
I refuse to ever see or speak to her again
- Even IF that means missing the future weddings of my children,
OR the future christenings of my grandkids!
If she is there - Then I refuse to be there.
She will NEVER be forgiven!
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BUT!
Despite all this,
I saw a purse that She would have loved at a market stall for Christmas,
It was a black cloth one, with red roses growing through a skull. (but in a pretty way)
I even pointed it out as a cool gift idea, for her, to my kids.
Knowing that she would have loved that purse,
That I could not ever share how cool it was with her,
And that I could not give it to her, -
(because, I truly forever loath that woman.)
- This made me sad
It made me both briefly miss Her and mourn the loss of our 30 years together,
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Conclusion:
Being Merely Human Totally Sucks!
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