.  Title:  “Princess Trite Lousia"  .  Composite Image Digital Art:  Taken from a screenshot of an eHarmony dating app conversation with a real person without their permission.  .  And, Yes,  I AM trying to get myself into trouble!  . .

. Having a think... Price limbo How low can I go? . A cheap a2 canvas is 6 to 10 pounds Decent safe Postage is probably for an A2 is probably about another 10. If I pay other materials out of pocket, I could probably sell an a2 Inc uk postage for as low as £20. I won't make any money but I will get to keep replacing supplies used so I can keep working and improving. And it will piss off the posh self entitled, up their own arses, snobby art set lot off! Which is always a nice feeling. Being spiteful is fun. . Plus photo prints of the paintings will extend the money made from originals. . Ok, so based on this I'll use the following future formular. . A6 or smaler INC UK postage £3 for original Photos £2 each or 3x for £5 . A5 or smallerINC UK postage 5 £ for original Photos £3 each or 2x for £5 . A3 INC UK postage 15 £ for original Photos £10. (I might make a few pounds loss on posted photos this size. But screw it, i need to loose weight anyway, i can miss the odd meal. This wi...

! Yeh... <sarcastic snigger> Because I am Just absolutely totally known for my balanced, Mature, Reasonable, non-eXtreme, Normal, behavior!!! - 🙂 LOL! 🙂 <comically exaggerated facepalm> NOT!!! . THAT IS WHY I HAVE SUCH A HUGE SET OF SUPER STRICT PERSONAL RULES! . I have rules about asking people out on dates, I have rules for dating. I have rules about breaking up. I have rules for physical conflicts. I have rules for being ethical. I have rules for being evil. I have rules for mercy. I have rules for ruthlessness. I have rules about the rules. And - Rules about what exceptions exist to those rules. And - What rules about what the exceptions are - To those exceptions! . These rules are divorced from human norms. They do not care about what is "legal". AND They ignore all personal sacrifices of me, my friends myself, my family, my happiness, my well-being, and everything, else!  . I cannot be threatened from them - I will always choose death.  I cannot be bribed ...

. Can we please maybe stop telling men that suicide is "wrong" and let us have the right to our own bodies and be able to choose to end our misery if we want! . If you, yourself, knew that no one would ever love you again for the rest of your life? - Do you really think "therapy" will somehow make such a life worth living? ? . You Only, selfishly, want us lonely men to 'Live' so you can better define your own happiness! . Me and other men know we can not ever be loved again, So have the decency to Just let men like me die! FFS! Stop being selfish! Our death is not going to stop your happiness - It just allows us to escape our torment. - Don't force us to suffer! Let us GO! !

. The value of 'It'. By Ross E F Lombardi. . Carrying your pain alone won't make you stronger... ... but it will spare others, - you selfishly, - Inflicting yourself on their already overburdened lives. . Your emotional debts are not others to carry, - Or pay for you. The pain is Yours. . It is the only thing that is Really Yours. It's the one thing that won't abandon You, Or that can Never Ever be stolen from You, against Your will. Your pain is the one consistant constant, - In your life, - That You can always rely on being there. . Some say "Let go of your pain and heal" - That idea is terrifying! I'm not sure who I am, - Who I would be, - Without that pain. Without the pain? Is there anything else left of me remaining? What if 'pain' is all that I am? What if without it? - I am left with nothing? What if without it? - I Am Nothing? . Pain. It won't make you stronger, . But it is a vital landmark in an otherwise confusing and frightenin...

 . . . . ' . . Of course... ...IF... You happen to take these images and swap the name "Ross Lombardi" for some other famous person's name... And swap the bottom of the shoe graphic with some other famous person's photo and/or name. Then I have no way of stopping you at all... ...Just saying... . . . . . . Bellow: The original photos of my art that I used to make the cartoon.  If you happen to want access to this source photo... . .

. I have been having serious doubts about my "life path" for quite a while now. The current path of = (becoming a known as a writer and artist, creative, fall in love again and work towards some happy ever after.) - I am not sure this is the path I should be on. It almost seems like a just a slightly "cooler" version of the same bog-standard career and relationship path that everyone else is on. But under the bright packaging, the contents are exactly the same as a career in accountancy, or  management or any other professional wheel. It is just yet more chasing of money, reputation and status under a different mask. With a search for love also being just the private life equivalent of exactly the same thing. - I am kinda hoping for a random sign that I am using my life the right way. - Basically, if I don't get a major sign or breakthrough by the end of April, then I feel I need to ask myself some serious questions about personal purpose and meaning. - I'm...

. NOT ALL MEN?? . The problem is that to my mind, It really IS ALL men. Including Me! And short of self-mutilation: My options are very limited! (But I am so terrified of becoming like my genetic wife-beating father that in my darkest moments it has still crossed my mind as a potential option! Better castrated than a monster!) The thing All of Us Men have crawling at the back of our heads causes me nightmares, suicidal depression, self-loathing, and dangerously homicidal thoughts when some Tate-worshipping arse talks about being an "alpha male", Despite being male I understand why the #Killallmen hashtag exists! And even though I do not support that hashtag, I have seen more than enough in my life, far too much, from being a frightened toddler onwards, to know that the men haters have a Very valid point! .

. Ladies! Past your 30s it is Just as insane to want an unscarred heart, 'emotional virgin' undamaged man. As it is for an incel to "demand" a physical virgin woman! At a certain age... ...it is not only 'not gonna happen', But it also - 'shouldn't happen' - even if it could! Men with broken hearts are Not despoiled damaged goods! A man does Not need to be in "first ever love" with you,  For it to still be real love! . You do not have to "Be his first love" . Our past hurt does not diminish our future feelings for someone new! .

. SOMETIMES CRUSHES ARE BETTER LEFT AS CRUSHES! . While sometimes this is because you never really get to know them, The glamour fairy dust never falls from your eyes... . Sometimes you DO get to know them, And you realize that although the crush is powerful and feels hard to deal with, That You would both be really, Really, REALLY bad for each other and make each other miserable! - A bit like a moth and flame situation - IF - Both of you were moths made out of flames - BUT - Despite being made of flames yourself the other person's flame was a weird magical flame that still scorched you, - And your strange flame still scorched them! - Neither of you is immune to the other person's special cursed flame. - That this 'opposite flame' would still burn each other to death. - Really caring about someone is about NOT being selfish, And NOT making things about YOU! If you honestly DO care about them, Then you will do what is right, And put their happiness FIRST! - Instead of yo...

   All that money and Elon has somehow Not heard of a PR consultant?? I do hate the guy, but with all that money and with all this self-sabotage... ...at some point you gotta ask "Is the person who hates Elon musk the most, In the entire world?" " - Perhaps Elon Musk himself??!" ? "Is he in pain?" "Is he suffering?" Does he in fact, "Need Help??" #elon # musk #Question #Hate #Selfhatred

. WIP A2 "By Sea Moorland Moonscape" . Notes Normally, I don't bother with Color Theory Simply because I care more about composition and meaning, . And because I make stuff for people who are 'Not' from certain types of background, and more who are from more "everyday backgrounds". (I.E. My own family and friends I grew up with, - NOT art professors and art critics!) - People for whom Black is just "Black" and not a "Type of Black". People who can just "like" something without feeling that need to intellectually justify liking something. People who FEEL Art (even though they are unlikely to step into an art gallery - which is a deep shame!) - rather than those who "study" art! . But I felt annoyed this morning and decided to prove that I could do it "IF", I wanted. This is only to prove a point... ...That Color Theory is NOT that hard, - And that it is NOT that big of a deal! . Basically, This is a "...

Just a quick reminder of why I sell my art so cheap. It is Not a lack of confidence,  It is out of... SPITE! That simple.

 

. - Hope invites pain, If I can learn, somehow, to "Give up" instead, And make do with the life I have, It might give me peace of mind. - A peace of mind I never had before - If I could, somehow, learn to quit hoping for more, Then, finally, I might be able to learn how to be happy! .

. History repeats.... by . Cheryl Lynn . doSnstoper190u50gla145g79518h9i938mi0aa01gm5ami9i8a608iaim8a · . History repeats....   Cheryl Lynn Writes  . In 1923 Adolf Hitler incited an insurrection against the German government. He was tried, given a slap on the wrist, and became a convicted felon. Despite being treated charitably by the judge, Hitler claimed the trial was political persecution and successfully portrayed himself as a victim of the "corrupt" Social Democrats. Hitler positioned himself as the voice of the "common man," railing against the "elites," cultural "degeneracy," and the establishment, who he all labeled as "Marxists." He claimed the education system was indoctrinating children to hate Germany, and promised to return Germany to greatness. To solidify his base, Hitler masterfully scapegoated minorities for the nation's problems, exploiting societal divisions with an "us vs. them" narrative. Many German...

? Good Narcissist? by Ross E F Lombardi... ? I was thinking about the power that Narcissists have. The power they wield and misuse. ? THERE IS A LOT OF POWER THERE! A LOT! And this got me thinking... IF you learned all these same skills? At least theoretically? This power? Could this weaponized ability be turned around? Could it be used for good? ? Could they be used to heal and help instead of control and damage? Could you utilize these same abilities to empower someone instead of taking their personal power away? Could you use the same tools to build someone's self-confidence that narcissists use to take confidence away? Could you "manipulate" people into feeling hope, trying their best and becoming more independent? ? Can you bring a couple closer together? - Instead of sowing discord? ? Could you give someone more inner strength? And hope? Instead of trying to get a date for yourself? ? Give someone greater freedom through their own higher inner-self revealed? Rather ...

. Chinese TikTok spy questions? #satire #comedy #silly #satirecomedy #spy #china #parinoid #TickTok . https://www.tiktok.com/@rat_lombot/video/7479856558587841814?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7438095144740734497 .

. Note to self: Potential Project. Silver Mouse 13742 . From the 26th of the 3rd month 2025 Till 19th of the 7th Month 2026 . 480 . . Potential Project Silver Mouse 13742 499 . Note: Text made extra small and hard to read on purpose... . Attracted? To me? . Romantically Speaking: They aren't! Being loved is NOT one of my abilities or talents. . I have to learn to come to peace with that if I ever want some shadow of some version of happiness. - I must find a different, better way, of giving my life substance and meaning. Some definition beyond my own identity and mere happiness. . Don't get me wrong! I have a high sex drive and am hellish romantic! . BUT instead of spending the rest of my life feeling lonely and whining like a little bitch about it. I should instead take ownership of who I am and accept the situation instead. . - So, To that end, I am going to wait until my E-Harmoney subscription (that I am stuck with) runs out on the 19th of July 2026, THEN (if I am still sin...

. What does Britain have that America doesn't? : Answer: "Britain has," " figuratively," " America heaving and sweating above our limp body" "while they fill our arse with their toxic diseased corporate system rancid cum" - And obviously, America has not got that! . - As an English Person: I am getting a little sick and tired of the UK being the USA's political prison bitch all the dam time! Can any of our political leaders, please, in any of our main political party's, of ours, pretty please, tell the USA to finally fuck off! . We are NOT some de-facto 51st state of America! .

ROSS New CARTOON: "THE END IS..." Not really meant as a "Work of Art" at all... ...Only Just meant as a silly A3 cartoon for laughs.

! I have My Ticket! ! No turning back now! I am definitely going! !

 . Dead but free . I DO believe in the supernatural, BUT I don't like any of those beings! I don't trust any of them! Not a single religion, pact, faith, spell, prayer, hex, fetish, token, or bit of "fluence" is worth the price you have to pay. And you ALWAYS have to pay eventually! .  - They are all like the worst most brutal loan sharks imaginable but with aethereal stuff! . I'd rather stay the spiritual equivalent of a Homeless person, disenfranchised and outside of the normal supernatural world, but free!  - Even IF that means death comes figurative wintertime! .

Question: If you knew that you could never find love ever again, Would you still want to live??

. I do know god exists, - And "it" is annoying! It is not really "faith", Its knowledge . And as knowledge denies "faith"... I feel overly familiar with "it". . So, It is more of an "over-familiarity invites contempt" situation, rather than a "belief" situation. . - god is like the postman or an annoying traffic warden, just a 'fact of life' to me. - that's why I use a small 'g', . I have enough familiarity with god to feel nothing but contempt for god, . I can't prove it, of course. But I don't need to. That bullshit is your ego-driven issue, not mine. So, you go deal with your own annoying shit. . With god buzzing around me like a constantly irritating, nasty biting, itchy stinging, all-powerful yet spiteful, ghostly spirit insect. I have my own annoying shit to deal with. . There is no way I'm going to kneel to the golden throne and ask anything of that shitty rat bastard or any of his glowy ...

. Non-secular monk? Should I consider the lifestyle of a non-secular gnostic monk? . I already eat mostly beans, brown rice and lentils - unless I'm cooking for others. I already don't eat much meat, so going full vegetarian might be fairly easy. I already spend a lot of time alone. I already barely touch alcohol. I already read a lot and do a lot of meditative calisthenic-style exercises. I already have a deep interest in helping both the community and the world. I already see anger and rage as bad things and care passionately about promoting world peace and universal acceptance. I already have a growing hatred of money and wealth and how it owns both me and how it corrupts this world, and all it touches. I already have a disdain for ego and boastful pride in both myself and others. And I already have a strong sense of right and wrong (compared to most adults who seem to have lost that same sense of righteousness that they had at under 18. - Life seems to have beaten it out of...

. There was a time, I thought, that I might, once have known… This poem is probably By Ross E F Lombardi . Round and round again we go, Where it stops No one knows . I knew a public relations specialist who spin-doctored They bragged, - How good they were at spin But how can I believe them? When they spin to me, - About how good at spin-doctoring they are? . Round and round again we go, Where it stops No one knows . I knew an advertising executive who sold things They bragged about how good they were at selling ideas, But how can I have faith in them? When they are selling me an idea, - About how good they are at selling ideas? . Round and round again they post, Where this stuff sells No one knows . I knew a corrupt politician who manipulated. They boasted about how good they were at manipulating But how can I vote for them? When they manipulate me into believing - What excellent manipulators they are? . Round and round again we elect, Another mere crap opportunist, Not worthy of respe...

Horrible moments of male clarity. By Ross e f Lombardi. . Unfortunately for me, Despite being a 52-year-old male, I have a high sex drive, And being single, this leads to porn. . And while porn serves a purpose, It relieves built-up tension, Very much like the relief you get after blowing your nose, Or letting out a fart that was making you uncomfortable. Gross and messy but also necessary for basic self-management and self-maintenance. I hate that moment of after cum clarity. . That moment when I, then, remember. That despite the dating apps, Despite the effort of getting thinner. That despite going out and trying to be in this world, . That coldly, realistically, statistically, Not just because I'm financially barren, Not just because of how weird I look physically, But because also of how disfigured I am on the inside, How broken,  How scared and damaged in mind and soul, How ugly I am as a person, full of rage, humiliation and failure,  . That This! This! Is all I will eve...

. Horrible moments of male clarity. By Ross e f Lombardi. . Unfortunately for me, Despite being a 52-year-old male, I have a high sex drive, And being single, this leads to porn. . And while porn serves a purpose, It relieves built-up tension, Very much like the relief you get after blowing your nose, Or letting out a fart that was making you uncomfortable. Gross and messy but also necessary for basic self-management and self-maintenance. I hate that moment of after cum clarity. . That moment when I, then, remember. That despite the dating apps, Despite the effort of getting thinner. That despite going out and trying to be in this world, . That coldly, realistically, statistically, Not just because I'm financially barren, Not just because of how weird I look physically, But because also of how disfigured I am on the inside, How broken, How scared and damaged in mind and soul, How ugly I am as a person, full of rage, humiliation and failure, . That This! This! Is all I will ever hav...

What others call "self-loathing" I call instead "moral self-discipline".   It stops the excuses, the delusions, the self-licensing, and guards against narsasim. I'd take what you call "self-loathing" a hundred times over the slightest risk of ever accidentally becoming like either my wife beating dad or like certain other men we all know about. (My genetic dad: Not My namesake Mr Lombardi who is technically my stepdad and who is a good man.) Letting go of that protection seems as stupid, to me, as not wearing a seatbelt on a motorway. Yes, a crash might be unlikely,  But I would not risk it anyway! I'd rather feed myself slowly into a slow-moving rusty wood chipper than become my evil genetic father! So, I am not risking it. I'd rather be unhappy than become a danger to others.

THE MASKED.- My own bullshit exposed! I often say how much I hate macho toxic culture. Then stupidly do or say something toxicly bullshit macho - sometimes in the same bloody sentence. But I AM trying to be better than that. This is hard to write but if I really want a 'safer for women' and less 'toxic male' world. Then I have to bury my pride, lose the ego and make it start with me. So as part of my commitment to. "Ruthlessly and brutally kicking the crap out of myself in public when I fall below my own standards" Let's compare the macho masquerade to the 'beatle on its back' reality. Part 1: The bullshit disguise: I refuse to talk to or be in the same room as my ex Ever again. Even if that means missing the weddings of my children and the christenings of my grandchildren. She will never be forgiven. I will make my final words on my deathbed cursing her name. And if I die before she does - keep her the hell away from my funeral!! Part 2: The har...

. The tiniest win.   By Ross E F Lombardi. . ...And the nasty unpleasant inner voice behind my own eyes whispers in a spiteful tone, "...what have you done today...?" "Did you help anyone?" "Did you make anyone smile?" "Did you change the world?" "Did you waste yet another day of your stupid worthless existence?" "WHAT HAVE YOU ACHIEVED TODAY ROSS?" . All I can do is shrug and reply, "Socks!" "I achieved socks," . .

. DEBTS By Ross Lombardi AKA Rat Lombot . I am in deep, deep debt. Every night the debt collectors call me They scream and shout “You owe Us” “Only a loser does not pay their debts!” . I did not defend my mother I did not get upset when she was attacked I only cried when one of my own toys was broken I was less than 2 years old . Every night the debt collectors call me They scream and shout “You owe Us Your love” “Only a heartless monster does not pay their debts!” . I did not stand by my friend Stephen I decided to hate him when he realized, he was gay. I was a grotesque homophobe for no reason I was 11 years old. . Every night the debt collectors call me They scream and shout “You owe Us Your empathy” “Only a rat bastard traitor does not pay their debts!” . I was out on the town, full of piss and wind, in a strange city I drank with a random cool bloke called Ricky But I just stood there and let a racist prick beat him bloody. I was 19 years old. . Every night the debt collectors cal...

. I WAS ONCE ATTACKED! A poem By Ross E F Lombardi . I WAS ONCE ATTACKED! A poem By Ross E F Lombardi . I was attacked with a metal weapon, By a DJ. But I do not condemn all DJs. . I was hit around the head with a metal weapon, By a bald person. But I do not condemn all bald people. . My blood splattered across the floor, Of a pub. But I do not condemn all pubs. . My attacker wore shoes. But I do not think all people who wear shoes are violent. . My attacker was also black, But that will not turn me into a racist. . The crimes of one does not, - will not, - can never, - Define everyone else in some, pulled out of your arse, category. Just because your little, easily led, mind wants it to, - - Longs and aches for it too. . An asylum seeker killed children. BUT… The crime of one asylum seeker - will not, - can never, - Define the souls of all asylum seekers. Just because your little, easily led, mind wants it to, - - Longs and aches for it too. . The unforgivable evil crimes of one white...

  I’ve noticed that Men are natural-born fertilizers…   From spreading total bullshit assumptions To Spouting and spraying their total crap ideas everywhere.

. I hate the idea of dying alone Of never being loved again, It fills me with a deep dread. . BUT I tell you this . I would rather die alone than break up a couple, . I would rather die alone than take advantage of a couple's argument, . I would rather die alone than take advantage of someone's broken heart after a break-up. . I would rather die alone and never have sex again than be the reason someone cheats on their partner. . I hate the idea of dying alone Of never being loved again, It fills me with a deep dread. But I can take it! - If I have to! - As nothing has more value to me than my integrity! . For my own sense of honour, I would burn the world alive! .

. CAN I SPOT ALL 30 DIFFERENCES!?  Let's find out... . . CAN I SPOT ALL 30 DIFFERENCES!?  Let's find out... . OK. 30. . 1 He is better-looking 2 He is better dressed 3 He seems to have more money 4 He seems to have more money 5 He seems to have more money - (I know I have listed this 3 times already but it is such a huge difference that It was worth mentioning more than just once) 6 He is two dimensional 7 His personality is two dimensional 8 He is not real 9 Despite not being real, He is still more grounded in reality than I am. 10 He can be loved by fictional women. 11 He can be loved by real women, who are just reading about him. 12 He is liked more than me 13 He is hated less than me 14 He is tolerated more than me 15 I doubt he makes sarcastic satire lists. 16 His story has a much better chance of a happy ending. 17 His massage has more chances of a happy ending. 18 He is smarter than me 19 He has better social contacts in high society than I do. 20 He has better social c...

 . Oh, Shitty Ex-Wife, - How Done with You, Am I! By Ross E F Lombardi . I am done. I am done with you. I am so totally done with you now. . Do not talk to me. Do not talk to me in person. Do not talk to me on the phone. Do not type to me in a text. Do not talk to me in my mind, - In your voice. Do not talk to me in my soul, - That you once owned. Do not talk to me in my head, - As images past. Do not speak to me. I am done with you. . I am done. I am done with you. I am done with you forever. . Do not ask me for help. You will not get it. If you collapse in the street. Do not expect any rescue. My phone stays in my pocket and I will keep walking. If you are attacked. I will never defend you. So, Never expect my help. I am done with you. . I am done. I am done with you. And Now - I am done with you forever. . Do not be in the same space as me. Keep the hell away from me. Do not even go near my funeral. Stop...