Would I want to be an 'alpha male'?'

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Would I want to be an 'alpha male'?'

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I am thick-skinned and immune to most insults.
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but
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I would personally find being accused of 'alpha male' behavior's to be a grotesque insult!
It is one of the few 'mere word' things you could say to me that would make me angry and upset!
I'd rather rip my own dick off than ever be an 'alpha male'!
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Such self-mutilation may be an unlikely option...
...but it is one that I still keep on the table...
...at the back out of site, under a pile of - a load of, more reasonable options.
- But it is still on the table, nevertheless!
- It is an option that is still exist...
...that is still there.

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