. Note to self: Potential Project. Silver Mouse 13742 . From the 26th of the 3rd month 2025 Till 19th of the 7th Month 2026 . 480 . . Potential Project Silver Mouse 13742 499 . Note: Text made extra small and hard to read on purpose... . Attracted? To me? . Romantically Speaking: They aren't! Being loved is NOT one of my abilities or talents. . I have to learn to come to peace with that if I ever want some shadow of some version of happiness. - I must find a different, better way, of giving my life substance and meaning. Some definition beyond my own identity and mere happiness. . Don't get me wrong! I have a high sex drive and am hellish romantic! . BUT instead of spending the rest of my life feeling lonely and whining like a little bitch about it. I should instead take ownership of who I am and accept the situation instead. . - So, To that end, I am going to wait until my E-Harmoney subscription (that I am stuck with) runs out on the 19th of July 2026, THEN (if I am still sin...