ANTI MAN!??

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ANTI MAN!??

HELL!

I am a heterosexual male with a high sex drive

- AND EVEN I, MYSELF AM ALSO "ANTI-MAN"

- I have seen far too much of the kind of horrendous shit we have done and seen our victims far too many times, at far too early an age!

I still, at now 50, over 45 years later, have to deal with what I saw "Men" do to the women in my life when I was just a child.

I'd much rather be a forever lonely "Grimp Master" than ever cause that sort of pain and horror.



I am not saying that the "#killallmen" lot is right, or that their bigotry is not also its own kind of equal evil.

But you'd have to be hellish stupid not to see that they do also, do kinda, have a point, that does make a sorta sense! (However misguided, wrong, evil, and extreme that point may be.)

Every time I hear some tool, call themselves an "Alpha Male", What I hear them say instead is “I am a potential rapist who thinks it is ok to harm the helpless”

Every time I hear some tool, call themselves an "Alpha Male", I look for the nearest weapon and my fist automatically curl - and I want to hurt them.

And this rage is the ghost of the terrified child that could never understand what was happening,

Who eventually became me, today.

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SO, FUCK YEH! - I AM ANTI-MAN!

HELL YEH! - I AM ANTI ME!

I cannot even look in any mirror without seeing that very same nasty dark part that is also lurking within me.

That same part, that traumatized my toddler self!

AND DAM RIGHT I AM ANTI EVERYTHING THAT I AM STUCK BEING, DOWN TO MY RANCID "Male" CORE BONES!

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And THIS is why I am so full of self-loathing!

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