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A have to resort to cowardice
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I wish I could make myself no longer care.
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BUT
I do care
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The truth is,
that I care too much.
about too many things.
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This lead to a dangerous homicidal psychotic episode recently
I had to be mentally assessed at a local hospital!
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I unreservedly apologies
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I can not filter stuff like,
'the pain of the world'
out the way a normal adult should!
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I need to learn to care far less if I am to mentally survive!
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So I will now resort to no longer following most of my favourite political figures and groups.
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I am so very sorry that I have to stick my head in the sand!
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That is not your problem
Only mine
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Sorry
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April 2018
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Over that time I have had
472 pages getting 106 K of hits
The convention is to divide hits by 10 for average reader count.
That would be 10 K of readers
!
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FINAL COUNT!
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Blog Started onApril 2018
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Over that time I have had
472 pages getting 106 K of hits
The convention is to divide hits by 10 for average reader count.
That would be 10 K of readers
.
Not a single pound has ever been generated in any way, shape or form.
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More importantly,
I am willing to bet that not a single thought, idea, belief or soul has ever been even slightly altered.
No effect on a single person's actions has happened.
Not even the tiniest bit of bigotry has been stopped.
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Although the blog was only from 2018
I have been trying to get a foot in the 'professional creative' door since getting my BA degree in the late 90s
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At 48
If it was going to happen for me,
It would have happened by now.
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I am now 49.
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This on top of all the other many avenues in both art and writing I have tried and failed at means...
...I'm finally done.
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Time to throw all those demanding mewing dreams into a dirty hessian sack with a heavy reality brick and throw the lot into the figurative canal.
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Time for dreams to die.
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Time to stop.
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I should have done this sooner.
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All-time (April 2018 Until Dec 2020) hits by country.
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