!
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Today, I deeply regret not taking the darker path.
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Right now, I deeply regret choosing to do what is right over self-interest.
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At this moment, I deeply regret choosing so-called “Good” over so-called “Evil”.
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Today, I deeply regret not choosing to be a demon wolf instead of mere mutton to harvest.
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I wish I had chased power and money and fear in the eyes of others.
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I should have been making Victims NOT Friends.
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I should have been making Profits NOT Emotional Baggage.
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I should have leaned into and embraced my natural sadistic side.
.
I might have been in a penthouse drooling with glee over the last pennies I had taken from millions,
who had no pennies left to give.
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I should have been a rapist instead of someone who feel nauseous at the sight of domestic violence.
.
I should have been getting my hands dirty.
I should have been killing and torturing people,
And if I was really clever,
Also made it legal!
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I should have chosen to be a winner instead of a loser.
A success instead of a failure.
Or died trying…
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I chose the wrong side!
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If the world is going to become a living hell, No matter what.
Then I should have chosen to travel there first class!
Not in being burned as just fuel in the fuel tank!
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Now I have nothing to look forward to within the next ten years.
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Except sliding into a state pension in one on the most crap towns in England.
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I should have sold my fucking soul when I had the chance.
.
!
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I SHOULD NOT HAVE SELECTED RUTH!
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Today, I deeply regret not taking the darker path.
.
Right now, I deeply regret choosing to do what is right over self-interest.
.
At this moment, I deeply regret choosing so-called “Good” over so-called “Evil”.
.
Today, I deeply regret not choosing to be a demon wolf instead of mere mutton to harvest.
.
I wish I had chased power and money and fear in the eyes of others.
.
I should have been making Victims NOT Friends.
.
I should have been making Profits NOT Emotional Baggage.
.
I should have leaned into and embraced my natural sadistic side.
.
I might have been in a penthouse drooling with glee over the last pennies I had taken from millions,
who had no pennies left to give.
.
I should have been a rapist instead of someone who feel nauseous at the sight of domestic violence.
.
I should have been getting my hands dirty.
I should have been killing and torturing people,
And if I was really clever,
Also made it legal!
.
I should have chosen to be a winner instead of a loser.
A success instead of a failure.
Or died trying…
.
I chose the wrong side!
.
If the world is going to become a living hell, No matter what.
Then I should have chosen to travel there first class!
Not in being burned as just fuel in the fuel tank!
.
Now I have nothing to look forward to within the next ten years.
.
Except sliding into a state pension in one on the most crap towns in England.
.
I should have sold my fucking soul when I had the chance.
.
I do not know if I will still feel this way tomorrow,
But I definitely feel this way today!
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