. Levels of stupid . Level 1 Having a silly crush on someone The sort of crush that should be "crushed" and NOT indulged! . Level 2 Blurting out that you romantically like them, inappropriately, by accident, in public . Level 3 Doing it in a panicked fluster in a dead language . "Puto te amo" . Because why be JUST a total nerd? When you can ALSO be a cowardly total nerd?! . <facepalm> I am soooo Very Epically Pathetic. . It takes a lot to embarrass me. I am almost immune to embarrassment. ALMOST But THIS embarrassed me! . WTF was I thinking! . I am just hoping someone reading this, laughs, And that it brightens up someone else’s day a little bit. . The next time you hate yourself for doing something stupid, REMEMBER! It could be worse! At least You are Not stuck with being M e ! . ! . “I do not believe in violence,” She said. And at that moment Her golden inner light burned my soul. And I wanted to shed a tear of emotional agony. For in my broken heart full ...

. The only main difference between Heros/Villains and the rest of humanity, Is that Heros/Villans have less panic in their eyes as they die. . Among the Best/Worst of all Heros/Villains, you might see no fear in their eyes at all, as their life fades. Only enraged, unrepentant defiance instead! . As to the difference between Heros and Villains among themselves...? ... There probably is no real difference apart from the marketing, labelling, perspective, and judgement of some very biased historians. . It is starting to seem like instead of Heroes Vs Villains, The real divide is between those who want to fight - (In Any form - Not just physically) Vs Those that criticize, use and manipulate, (from a safe distance,) those that want to fight. .

. Walk away from trouble now... ...then... ...Poison or shoot them later. - You don't need muscles and training to defeat anyone... ...Just be a ruthless coward with a deadly sociopathic plan instead! - If someone becomes a "problem" - then solve "that problem" with any and all tools at your disposal. <evil grin> - Hell! Ultimately if you have the cash, Just pay a large group of better-trained thugs with no morals to do the dirty work for you instead! - That is pretty much, exactly, how all politicians and all soldiers work on a larger scale! . ...And if this comment made you angry. Then you might understand why I am angry all the time. Because THIS "philosophy" is everything I stand against - BUT - Tragically - It IS also the way the real world works! - And I know that all my struggles against how the real-world works will be futile and in vain. - But I will die struggling against it all anyway...Because I am too dam stupid to ever quit! - lik...

. . Your Hate, Vs My Child! By Ross Edward Fortune Lombardi. . . My child has come out as being Gay You say, God says, She is sinful for being that way . If your God truly says it is wrong for her to be herself Then your God can go and fuck himself . But I believe that you are wrong and that God is Not a total dick. I think you just twist, turn, and that it is YOUR soul that’s sick. . But whether right or wrong in your attack Vs the world, I will always have my family’s back! . I have faith that your pustulant, preaching, hate is evil, Although, No one can really know for sure until they are dead. Yet, I confidently bet my soul Vs yours, Simply Put - Nuff said! .

. Song: “We All Gotta Gonna” By Ross E F Lombardi . First attempt at a song EVER! I have no real idea what I am doing… But you do not get better at anything by Not doing it! . Recorded on the most basic setup possible on the 14 th of December 2022.   . Lyrics . We All Gotta Gonna By Ross E F Lombardi . . We all gotta suffer For those that wanna thrill We all gonna die For those that wanna kill . We all gonna suffer For those that wanna thrill We all gotta die For those that wanna kill . For I… Am just one of those random people Going from birth n’ life, n’ deed pole No one’s gonna help us now… . For I… Cannot be saved Going from birth n’ life, n’ grave No one’s gonna help us now… … . We all gotta suffer For those that wanna thrill We all gonna die For those that wanna kill . We all gotta march Up the Duke of York’s hill We must kill those, They tell us all to kill . For I… Am just one of those normal people Going from birth n’life, n’ deed pole No one’s ...

. Title: Little Pathetic Princess Putin, The Fake, The Hypocrite, ... The Small Coward! . Size A2 . Medium: Pastel, Pencil, . A One-off Original NOT a mere print. . . Little Pathetic Princess Putin, The Fake, The Hypocrite, ... The Small Coward! . . Please share the image Let Pussy Putin know that Ross Lombardi of Redcar, England did this! . . . Title: 2022, Russia, Ukraine, War, The Horror of War and… …hope . Size A3 (ish – kind off) it is “off-size”… . Medium: Paint, Pastel, Pencil, Canvas AND Paper. . . . Title: 2022 Russia, Ukraine, War, The Horror of War and… . …hope .

 . . Words, concepts, and definitions such as “Appropriate” And “Inappropriate” Are just ways to control you. Feelings of “embarrassment” are just feelings of the dog choke lead being sharply pulled by your masters, A jerk against your neck, Their voice as a screamed insidious whisper telling you to “Come to heel” Like a good puppy should! . My advice, My fellow figurative canines? Chew their expensive purse… Shit in their new shoes… Mark their perceived territory… . Eat their baby…! . .

! ETERNALS IS THE FIRST MCU FILM TO GET A BAD ROTTEN TOMATOES SCORE! ! HA! And it was not even a "Real" honest organic score... It was an engineered campaign by bigots! - That is the only way it could ever have ever happened! Not really a victory, really? Is it? - At the end of the day, such things do not matter - Shall we compare far more important factors instead such as, for random instances, Opening box office numbers? Actual profits? End of Day all out Cash in the bank perhaps? - No? Why not DC fans? - Where are you going? Are those tears? Are you crying? . .. ...

! . New Project (And my first after covid) I have to wonder why the "It's crap" people even bother? . . . New Project (And my first after covid) . With some sketches above it . Working title and text blurb ideas so far: The Best Unkown Seaside Folk Singer in the whole North East of England When the artist sings with enough truth, The audience, however small, becomes of the highest quality. . A2 . Time took so far An hour-ish . I separated the workload into 4 distinct layer parts. . Part 1 The window and street background . Part 2 The main room inc the cat and dog. . Part 3 The folk singer . Part 4 the front audience. . Then finishing the tie in shading . Then highlights and details . This will probably be finished sometime within the next few days Then it will go on sale for 50 pounds, (The same price that all my A2s get sold for.) . Then post finished thing on Fartbook marketplace. . This is to be followed by a few weeks of a 5/3 ratio of people saying it's crap and ...

! Dear Extreme Left Wing . The fact that, - One of the characteristic traits of fascist systems is the censorship of their opponents quickly followed by anyone else who will not agree with them - Might want to give you a reason to pause for thought BEFORE you start pushing Cancel Culture onto the world! . You do not ever really defeat your enemy by becoming exactly the same as your enemy! .

! . Sometimes I worry. . I am nearly 50 years old IF I live another 20 years That is 7300 days! . If for some reason I Only attack some empowered group every other day. . That is still 3650 days! . There can not possibly be that many empowered groups in the world! . Sometimes I worry! . I worry I am going to run out of "groups with power" to piss off! . !

! When some so-referred "better off" people say trite stuff like "Poor is not the person who has too little, but the person who craves more..." - Lucius Anneus Seneca Or some person less well off person spouts similar ideals, parrot-fashion, because rich people managed to convince them this was a thing via their massive information infrastructures. ! Well, this just smacks of "Be grateful for what you have" Or to put it another way "STAY DOWN AND KNOW YOUR PLACE - You Peasant!" . What? Are only people of a certain social order allowed to be ambitious? Shove it where the sun don't shine! . . (And by THAT I did Not mean that spot within where your brain should be!) . . . I WOULD SELL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND SOUL for some professional success! Where is a cartoon eldrich man-shaped creature in a red jumpsuit, pitchfork and holding contract to sign in blood when you need them? . - I hunger for FAR more than some My Little Pony "the power of...

! I am trying to diversify by attempting online text games . I am a long way from being good enough to charge anything I will have to spend a while learning by making free stuff . But the end target is being able to sell games eventually! . This is Being Me, My other Me, Him, That, AND "IT" . It is strictly a playtest version ONLY (It WILL CRASH!) But it will give you a flavour of what I might be able to do one day! . https://dashingdon.com/play/ratlombot/me-my-self-my-other-me-and-it/mygame/ .

. It’s that weirdly roughly fortnightly time, That time when Mr Self-Doubt N’ Loathing sets up a campfire in the back yard of my brain “Oh, Come On!” I scream “Why now?!” Mr Self Doubt just shrugs and says as he lights the fire, “Why not now!” He states “But this time,” I reply, “I have an actual gallery showing my stuff next month!” “So?” Says Mr Self-Doubt. “So?” I say aghast There is a brief silence broken only by the crackle of flames on damp wood “So!” I then say in anger “So?” He replies flatly, “We both know You are shit, Your stuff is shit, AND that You are worth more to the world as a murder victim than as a living human being” “You have sold neither art nor writing in nearly a month now… Even with a reduction sale!” He smirks “But… But… Gallery?! “That has to count for something…?” I cry “You mean that SHARED exhibition?” “Nope, Color me unimpressed,” “You can shove that flash in a pan up your flabby arse,” He nods “You, Little underachieving little bugger stain!” “I have mad...

I made up a FAKE Rumour that "They" are going to force Spider-Man to be a Trans Character. . Normally I would say disinformation is a bad thing... . But as there happens to be a unique window of opportunity here... . (Because the intellectual ownership rights to Spiderman is being put into question...) . To spread a Totally Untrue rumour about Spider-Man being forced into a revamp as a Trans character... . JUST to piss off All the sorts of bigoted people that this would normally Piss off, Because those sorts of bigoted people deserve to be pissed off and have their quality of life ruined by their own hatred, every day, ever so slightly. . And then some of us can sit back and giggle at their pointless rage at a Fake story, about a fictitious character. NOTE - fictitious character! . You know this Fake Rumour would "Take"! How can it not?! . You know the lazy arse "phone it in journalist" in social media won't bother to even fact check this crap because...

 ! . I am trying to decide whether to complete the books I have started and signed up I could live with the lack of financial reward IF I had a large enough audience eager to read them I just need to feel that the emotional rewards for the time and effort was a bit closer to what I get for my Art Work. . What musician would want to pack a van with gear Travel 50 miles Set up on stage  And then play to an empty room?? Then have to pack and travel all the way back. . When faced with the choice of 3 hours to make an A2 picture for £50 Vs Writting 50k of words over 50 hours for $50 to be only followed by less than 10 people. . Which am I going to choose? . Which would you choose in my shoes?  . I made in value over £300 pounds from my art and have my first gallery opening (shared with another artist) soon.  . Money made from Writting Books, Articles on Vocal, etc etc,$20 over 3 months.  . It is not as much about ego,...

! @PEEACHYSWEETT  ? They ain't so Peeachy And They ain't so SWEETT. ! I am Currently under a Twatter Ban... Let us all see how bullshit their appeal process is, shall we.... ! PS Whoever and wherever you are FUCK YOU @PEEACHYSWEETT ! ! ! . WARNING: @PEEACHYSWEETT May Contain some Nutty Karen and Nut Karen like traces. ! I'll leave it for five to ten days To leave the "Offending comments" up long enough for others to read. The longer I leave it the more likely they are to be read. . Eventually, I'll have to "Bend a Knee" and submit to deleting the above comments... And doing so will leave a bitter taste in my mouth. I will consider this a defeat. . But part of fighting the world IS being beaten up once in a while. . If you cannot take a beating Then do not get in the ring! . So, I'll mop the bruises to my pride and move on... . And fucking "@PEEACHYSWEETT" will gloat with glee at how ineffectual and weak I am, There may even be boasting ...

. Dear The Rt. Hon. Priti Patel MP Member of Parliament for Witham At withammp@parliament.uk . The Rt Hon Priti Patel MP House of Commons London SW1A 0AA . RE The government’s new Nationality and Borders Bill . Dear person of limited power… . I am looking at extreme options IF the UK becomes the sort of country that make saving people a criminal offence... . Because IF that happened this would Not be My England anymore... . I'd be ashamed to be associated with it. . It is certainly a law I would wantingly disobey even with the new life sentence for doing it! . The most extreme non-violent option in protest that I can presently think of, is to Revoke My British Citizenship. . I do not have a second nationality so revoking my citizenship would make me voluntarily stateless, . So, I would lose NHS access, National Pension, and any Social Security Benefits etc. etc. . I know what the personal cost would be. . But I am too enraged, to care! . Make no mistake . I do Not consider myse...