. Flashbacks, Nightmares, and Romance  By  Ross E F Lombardi . The dinner had been lovely. The music was soft. The kissing was eager. The passionate hunger in both of them rising over. Just as the glorious sun was setting over the northern grey ocean. As her hand clawed beneath his shirt in her heated fuelled desire. STOP! She suddenly froze and felt cold. She winced and felt ill. As shame that should not be hers to carry washed icy over her. . His head tilted slightly. “Flashbacks?” He asked quietly. She nodded and melted into his arms. He shifted and angled his hips in his seat, slightly from her. “Sorry,” She whispered. He said nothing but stoked her hair and pulled her in so very gently. And she knew she was safe. The sex may have been killed for tonight. But There were no demands from him here. Only love. . The bed had been lovely. The night was soft. The mattress was comfortable. The relaxed breathing of the...

 . Date 6th November 2023 . GOOD NEWS FOR ME!  <From a certain perspective>   I have a little lump!  "Cross my heart and hope to die" . I have a 50-pence coin-sized lump that has appeared on my leg almost overnight. It is both red and sore PLUS: Sensitive gums, Fatigue, and Itchy Skin . I have every intention of doing...   ...  ...absolutely nothing about it. Screw all of that crap! No one can make me! So, "HA!" It might all go away by itself,  or it might not. I DO hope that it IS something serious! I do not put effort into extending things I do not enjoy And I do not bother with people that I do not like. I do not like myself or enjoy living  So, I am dam well not going to bother to put any extra effort into extending either of these two things! ( 1 ) My Crap Life  Or  ( 2 ) Shitty Me "Cross my heart and hope to die!" "Screw you guys," "I'm going home!" . ! To put it bluntly - I can take all the personal hits life throws - W...

. ALL THIS By Ross E F Lombardi . . To kill a silent mocking word To allow a scream to die To not allow a whisper to be heard To promote and brag the lie ... To disallow dissent to be stirred To disallow the journalist to pry To slaughter the singing pretty bird To forbid the child to cry ... No spirit may look skyward No one may stand too tall You MUST conform to the mewing herd ALL THIS to control us All .

! WHY CARRY A KNIFE! Knives get you arrested! Knives show "intent" to do harm! Knives leave too much evidence! Tin of soda in a plastic bag is far more effective - With just a couple of hours of practice it is far more deadly! - Your potential reach is far greater with a full can in a plastic bag. - And that reach can be changed almost instantly! - And it is the IDEAL weapon to use Vs a Kinfe for disarming and counter-attacking the knife user!  You are unlikely to get arrested for having a can of soda (or soup, or tuna, or sweetcorn, etc.) in a plastic bag. - acres of plausible deniability there! - It is just a bit of shopping! "I flailed my arms around in horror, terror and blind panic - it was a totally unfortunate accident that the can swung so hard into the side of the person's head! - honest!" "Oops!" - And tin cans melt, and plastic bags are easy to destroy when you must get rid of the evidence. - And the weapon is extremely easy and cheap to r...

. Not a Pronoun? Is it still only an Amateur? . A Noun that has not yet earned its certificate of professional standing from the Noun University of Noun-topia? . Until it gets that vital qualification it is only an 'Amateur-noun' ... ...And cannot yet call itself a 'Pro-noun' ? .

. I could begrudgingly accept a sexless marriage . - It sucked but I could work with that, adjust to that . - But when she rolled her eyes at the idea of even meeting me for a coffee... . ....I knew all the effort in the world would never save my marriage. . .

. Dear X I Still Love You. I Now Hate You. I Hate Myself for still loving You. I Hate Myself for Now Hating You. I just want it all to stop. I want to stop feeling anything, Anymore. Ever. .

. The Clowns and the Jester By Ross E F Lombardi . The Jester says things funny, The jester said the things, - - That the King could not see. The Jester told the truth. They spoke for you and me. . The Clowns were never funny. Clowns distract the Royal Court – - Take their minds off you and me. The Clowns spread convenient lies. Hide the reality of what to see. . The Clowns hate the Jester. Take their voice and breath away. Obsessed with what the Jester wants to be. The Clowns want to Cancel Shadow Ban our Jester. Take our Jester from you and me. . The Jester makes us Laugh and Cry. The Clowns don’t make us laugh at all. The Clowns are just CREEPY! The Jester makes us think and question all. The Clowns are just SILLY! . The Clowns do not like you. The Clowns Hate the Jester. They Hate both You and Me! The Clowns are in the Government. The Clowns control the TV! . The Clowns are not brave souls. The Clowns do not like Comedic Risks! The Clowns want a Success Guarantee! T...

  Link to Owen Jones posted a video to the playlist The corporate media has failed us . https://fb.watch/nIdWcSXoaX/ .  Q:  "Is it possible to be appalled by the atrocities... by Hamas and ... of Israel?"  . A:  YES IT IS!  Death is Death  Wrong is Wrong  - no matter who! (or how "legal" it is)  . Guess what!  . IF Two drug cartels are at war with each other.  There are NO "Good Guys" in that scenario either! . BUT! . You are missing the actual real point here! .  "Radicalizing many more"... IS the actual tactic!  . THAT is the whole real point!  . Peace does Not make money!  Peace does Not make a profit!  . Weapons make money!  Rebuilding makes a profit!  . Stealing land makes money!  ISIS Opium makes profit! . . .

. Lord, what fools these Romantics be! By Ross E F Lombardi . A fool once said… “Tis better to have loved and lost,” - “Than never to have loved at all.” THIS is bullshit! The pain is NOT worth it! . A fool once said… “Tis better to have loved and lost,” - “Than never to have loved at all.” While - I wish I had never lost at all! While - I wish I had never found at all! . Really?? “Tis better to have loved and lost,”?? - “Than never to have loved at all”?? Well! - I wish I had never loved at all! . Those silly dime store guru twats that stupidly say, “The pain of loss” - “Does not outweigh the pleasure of love.” Never really loved, in the first place. And may they never learn, What real love feels like. Lucky bastards! . The memories are not bittersweet. They are just plain old, vomit gag reflex, gross bitter! And I do not want them! . Oi god! – You Wanker! “let this cup of suffering be taken away from me.” Screw your will a...

. I HATE By Ross E F Lombardi . I can’t stand that man that I know. That shit. That piece of crap The way he looks at me! . I can’t stand that dude. That failure. That total loser. The way he dares look down on me! . I can’t stand that fucker. That cunt. That stupid twat. The way he thinks of me! . I can’t stand that poser. That swaggers and, Who acts as if he’s so clever, He does not fool me! . I can’t stand that bastard. That wanker. That piece of worthless bile. He is never good enough for me! . I can’t stand that fake. That bluffs and blusters, I see stuff about him, That some others cannot see . I will never forgive this man. That toxic child. That immature smiling nutter. The things he’s done to me! . I can’t stand this man. This shit. This piece of crap The way he dares to stare at me! . I want to destroy THIS man. THIS shit. THIS piece of crap in the mirror. Because THIS Man IS ME! ....

. THERE IS NO LOVE! . We humans are only pretentious precocious animals with delusions of grandeur. . Female animals will always find males with the best hunting grounds, resources ect more attractive. . Males will always find the physically fittest, most fertile-looking females the most attractive. . The fancy fairy tale ideal of the higher "spiritual" human race is just a sick joke that got out of hand! . There is no "soul" - just base clay instinct with a clever mask on. . There is no magical "love" - just a soupy bunch of brain chemicals that make us all act stupid! . We are all just beasts pretending to be gods. . We are all just animals telling ourselves that we are angels! . One of the biggest lies of this world, that we tell ourselves, is when we say to someone else, "I love you." .

! I don't make excuses for my unacceptable behaviours! That's the " wuss puss" way out! I simply just accept Them instead! I celebrate them! THEY then become acceptable to me! And that is all that matters. Just because I know what I do is wrong does not mean I have to care that it is wrong! Screw that! Only what I think of my behavior matters! And I think and accept that I am a total shit, <shrug>, and I'm fine with that! Everyone else can just go and screw themselves to a rancid fence post! I willingly choose to be forever alone and the real "ME" Rather than have weaknesses called "Friends" and be "Something Less" than me! All people are innately shit! Other people, always, diminish every human individual.  And if I have to... I CAN and WILL make do without them! ! The lesson to be learnt here, By 'you lot' is this. . "Never expect reasonable behaviour," "From an unreasonable man," "And I am...

. Dear Struggling Friend . Be a Fighter! . You can be a "fighter" without meaning that you are aggressive a bully or nasty! I am a fighter! Or at least, I try to be... But for me that just means never quitting and always getting up when you are knocked down, ignoring the pain. This does not mean just physically. Being a "fighter" means fighting in a thousand different ways. . Including the path of a pacifist! (if that is who you are) . It is simply refusing to "Stay Down!" When everyone, including you, screams and begs you to! . But it might not be a thug that is screaming at you to "stay down". It might instead be the critic that says your work is crap. Or It might be your inner voice when you failed your diet and gained 2Ibs! Or That self-doubt that tells you not to ask that secret crush out to dinner. - Because they are clearly "out of your league". Or Simple tiredness in any situation. Or It might be a toxic relative putting you do...

. I want to be a good person. I wish I were a good person. But I cannot be a good person. How can I still be a good person when I want to harm those who harm others? How can I ever be a good person when the idea of harming those who victimize others makes me smile and drool a little. How can I be a good person, no matter how hard I long to be... ...If I am, exactly, the same sort of rage-forged toxic dagger as those evil people... ...But just with the blade turned toward the other direction... . Any mere animal thug with a bat can bring vengeance... ... But only a good person can bring healing and redemption. . I wish I were a good person. But no one can be this angry all the time and honestly ever call themselves a good person. . And this fact upsets me. . . Letting yourself give in to violence It is just like a kind of immature emotional masturbation. It makes you feel good for a short while Sad for a much longer while. It is addictive. Makes a sticky mess everywhere. You find You al...

- I deeply admire the few REAL pacifists,   But I loathe all the FAKE pacifists! - You cannot be stranded on a desert island starving to death and claim to be on a diet. It is just an excuse for your lack of food. - only a person in front of an all-you-can-eat buffet can deny themself food and say they are on a diet. - This is the same reason the cowardly and weak cannot be real pacifists... It is just an excuse for their lack of action. - only a person who has the psychological and physical capability to be violent can be a REAL pacifist! Because they have a genuine real choice available, And yet, despite all reason and provocation - Still consciously Choose a path of peace, pacifism and 'turning the other cheek' at all times! - I deeply admire REAL pacifists and wish I had the true inner strength needed to be one of them! -

. Why are some men obsessed with Virgins? . Let's put it this way. If I was going to start a business and put all my resources, time, and effort into that business to build something up and expand that business over decades. Then I would not choose a long-term business partner with little or no business experience! I don't want to be having to correct and train someone from scratch! I want someone who fills the gaps in the needed skills set. . Let's put it this another way. If I was going to start a professional doubles tennis player team. And put all my resources, time, and effort into getting to the championships to have our team become the best in the world. Then I would not choose a player with little or no ability to play tennis! I would want a partner that knows one end of a tennis racket from another and could actually hit and serve and return the ball! . So, guess what?! If I want to build a family and home. I'd also want a wife who knew what the hell they were ...

. Science as Heresy? . The entire notion of "Scientific Heresy" is an ethically problematic one! Publishing papers that are easily accepted and that do not challenge the peers that review them, for the sake of "Professional Career Building Expediency" is NOT good Academia! A Scientist at a place of learning and discovery should NOT just behave as mere priests desperate to maintain the integrity of an established school of thought, or "faith" for a belief system! Unfortunately, THIS crap! - Has held the progression of humanities knowledge back by a few hundred years! Ask yourselves, "Why is it so important to crush all rogue academics"? "Why is it wrong to challenge and question"? And in places of so-called high learning, "Why, the hell, are these questions even so necessary"? You are supposed to be a university that looks and seeks NOT a blindly following church! Be a real scientist NOT a pseudo-monk with a bad habi...

! I am sure the comments will have plenty to "say" about the following statement  - Mainly because they believe the health marketing bull crap! - BUT "pretty" muscle is NOT efficient muscle! - No Viking, Medieval knight, Roman gladiator or Cave Man had bodies that would be on the cover of "Men's Health" magazine! - Forget those classical Greek or renaissance style male statues! - No proper Greek front-line warrior really looked like that either! - Function OVER form! NOT Form over function, people! The laws of physics and biochemical biology don't care how good you look! !

! If you want a world with no violent crime - Then build a world where people do not have to commit violent crimes to survive! - You cannot expect any human being to just "quietly go into the night" and "know their place" for your convenience! - A more brutal legal system just ups the stakes and makes everything far more extreme and worse for us all! It is not in the nature of any of us fellow humans to just "lay down and take it! - That is simply not what humans are! ! PS. Violent crime is NOT just about money... It is about the criminals' "self-image" It is about feeling valued by the world around you rather than just like a cog in someone else's machine. Money alone is not enough to create a violent crime-free society. You also need a society that does not disenfranchise or psychologically grind and crush anyone within it!  ! In short, Use common sense... If you create a society where power, strength and ruthlessness are its most prized att...