. Life and Living PRIZE List . A hundred 3rd place prizes - Multiple shag partners . A handful of 2nd place prizes - Some personnel strength of character . Two joint 1st place prizes - One romantic partner and you are both besotted with each other for life. . . And a billion runner-up token consolation prizes for everyone else, of buckets of greasy food, drink, maybe drugs and lying to themselves "that they don't need anyone" while secretly dying of loneliness. . Only getting the 3rd place prize is far from ideal - but it is far better than 'winning' nothing at all! Sometimes you just have to settle for what you can get out of life. Not everyone gets to win a first prize. Hell, Not everyone even gets to win one of the consolation prizes! . Most people don't get Anything at all! .

 . BEWARE THE TRAITOR! By Ross E F Lombardi . Loneliness and frustration lie to you. That young girl looking at you? Is NOT really looking at you, that way. Has Never looked at you, that way! . Beware the traitor that is your own primaeval nature. It is the outdated squishy brain software, Of a beast that no longer needs to exist. . Loneliness and frustration warp the mind. That sexy thing flirting with you? Is Never really flirting with you. Has never really flirted with you! . Be no one’s bad flashback. Be no one’s fear. Be no father’s nightmare. Nor any mother’s worry. . Loneliness and frustration are like ego-driven dry rot. Slowly trying to always creep its strands through your perceptions of reality. Those hints are NOT really hints? They were never really hints. It is all in your head! . It is better to die alone Then ever be some poor person’s, waking nightmare. And their suffering sickening memory. Then ever be TH

. "Did you know when I was 18, the government made an agreement with me, that if I paid National Insurance every week, they would give me a pension when I was 60 I kept my end of the deal and am still paying in!! On the 5th and 6th of June, the UK Government may be made to give back the right to retire at 60 to all those women who worked and paid their National Insurance. Currently their pension payout is delayed until 66. We all know that the pension age for women born in the sixties has been raised. Did you know a campaign called ‘Back to 60 Movement’ has won the right to a Judicial Review and is taking the DWP to the High Court? On the 5th and 6th June they will attempt to get the 3.9 million women justice over non consultation in raising the pensionable age to 66 and above. Michael Mansfield QC will lead the case and the argument for the movement. However, there does not appear to be any media coverage regarding this significant event. That is why we’re raising the awareness

! - So many issues are made out to be a Man vs. woman type thing! - BUT REALLY - They are (almost) NEVER actually a Man vs. woman type thing! - They are almost ALL about the entire human race being "innately shit" type of thing instead! ! - ALL people are crap! ! IF THERE IS A HEAVAN AT ALL! - THEN There are NO people in heaven! Only Dogs would go to heaven! ! - People are ALL crap! Dogs are lovely!

. The One thing I learned from My Ex-Wife Is that I can never be loved IF I am FAT! Not even with 30 years of shared memories. .

. In Defence of Evil . “Evil people” are needed! – They are “Vital”! "Goodness" cannot defend itself. It needs ‘evil’ to defend it against other ‘evil’. . Harming a fellow human being, in any way, shape or form, is Always wrong. No exceptions. ALL violence against a fellow human being, in any way, shape or form, is Always wrong. No exceptions. Killing a fellow human being is ALWAYS wrong. Absolutely NO Exceptions! . But if some were not willing to commit the ‘evil’ act of harming and killing other fellow human beings to defend the "good," THEN there would be no ‘good’ people! . …And don’t give me bullshit about what’s “legal” being the same as “what is right”. Because the ‘upper planes’ don’t give a VERY Literal “DAM” whose ‘rag on a stick’ you kill for or what political body ordered you or permitted you to harm other fellow humans. . Those who defend the ‘good’ often condemn themselves to some version of hell so ‘the gentle’, ‘the kind’, ‘the loving’, and ‘the holy

. I have seen what old age did to my grandad, Who was a war hero. . I am seeing what old age is doing to my own mother, Who was once a powerful strong woman. . In comparison to THAT! In comparison to the horror and indignity of growing That old?! . In comparison... Getting beaten and kicked to death for not backing down, instead?! Does NOT seem all that bad! . Getting Killed seems a hell of a lot better That dying slowly of old age! .

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. The sun is made from lemon ice cream that tastes like cabbage! . . ?! . When a woman says, "No woman wants...." <...Blah, Blah!> And/or "Every woman wants...." <...Blah, Blah!> . When a man states, "No man wants...." <…Blah, Blah!> And/or "Every man wants...." <…Blah, Blah!> . When some person rants, "No one wants...." <...Blah, Blah!> And/or "Everyone wants...." <...Blah, Blah!> . <And don't get me started when someone feels they can dictate or assume what a different human category, That they do not even belong to wants!> <Eg, When some 'Man' ridiculously claims, > <"No woman needs..." ...'Blah, Blah!'> <"All a woman needs..." ...'Blah, Blah!'> . Then that is usually followed by a woman (Usually an ‘influencer’ type) saying, “If you don’t agree with me then you are not a real Woman!” . Then that is usually foll

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. ROSS FILM link. VIDEO Art tour of my flat - May 26th 2024 . CHOOSE YOUR POISON! . Tik Tok https://www.tiktok.com/@rat_lombot/video/7373230467790785824?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7340781375085463072 . Facebook https://www.facebook.com/100092840913639/videos/1265870174385755/?notif_id=1716715749891543&notif_t=video_processed&ref=notif . Insta Reals  https://www.instagram.com/reel/C7bPYdSNip7/?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA== . YOUTUBE https://youtu.be/fdw4BjD8wuc?si=IaG4P4vMajYrN8xw . #Art #Artist #surreal #surrealist #Cheap  .

! RE: 'raggy arsed dole waller'? ! The fact that anyone would call anyone else a 'raggy arsed dole waller' ? IS the main problem with the entire world! Because a 'raggy arsed dole waller' is still a full-feeling fellow human being. Their emotions are the same as yours and mine. . The way we dehumanize each other while calling ourselves 'special' IS the reason we glorify the harming of others. . The way we arbitrarily allocate value to people based on wealth, fame, power and strength over Kindness, Humility, Sacrifice, and Gentleness is the reason we all suffer. . "Constantly looking down on others" "Will make You forget how to look up" "And remember who You should have been." . . .

. "Just for very silly, dark shits and giggles" I grinningly present. . The 'Ross R E F Lombardi' wakes up at 3am with horrifically bad dreams, giving his version, of the "Hypothetical Trolly Problem Solution (Sans caffeine)," . Because faith in the 'humanity' does not exist after yet another 3 am nightmare! . .

  . . A sponsored Marketing Department is trying to tell me that Fans don't want to build mechanics in the next Fallout game. Really??! It is a narrative that is being over-pushed, …to the point of becoming suspicious! What I think is really happening here is this: IT IS The Game Producers that don't want a build mechanic. Not the fans! And it is The Game Producers who have instructed PR and Marketing to try and convince the world that customers don't want a Build Mechanic. Guess what? It is gaslighting, "Handling"… …and a pile of glowing green Brahmin Dung! It stinks to 'all low hell' of 'Deathclaw Rectum'! It sounds like Mayor McDonough Talking to us. . Look at the sheer number of Build Items, world-space and other Settlement mods. Hell, look at other games such as "Sims 4”! Look at the amount of extra time and effort poured into selling the building mechanic as a feature in "Starfield"! . I

. It is not wise or safe to show MYSELF too much kindness. . I have done And are capable of some terrible things. Illegal, sadistic, brutal, evil things... I keep to a strict set of personal rules for a good reason, for the sake of others. I am far less than fully human,  I am a mere gross thing with a mask.  So, I deserve the occasional mental kicking. To keep my inner monster in line and keep other people safe. So, in my singular case, do not criticize the harsh often cruel discipline I enforce on myself. I can put my inner self in a box and scream - while my outer self coldly and methodically dismantles another helpless fellow human being, (even someone I personally know) - When I I feel the need to. (A real and valid person should be unable to do that.) It is not wise or safe to show the creature crawling at the back of my skull too much kindness. . .

! ! TOP TIP: - Then date a man (or woman or any human being in general) who is deep in the further end of the mental divergent spectrum... People on the more extreme end of the cognitive divergent spectrum struggle with both deception and deceiving others! - And they see their personal ethics (such as 'fidelity', "IF" that is one of their rules - ask them what their rules are first, In case they do not follow that one.) as absolutes! (Rather than ethics being mere options to give up on when it becomes less convenient!) ! PS. Of course, YOU MUST KNOW That the engineering cost of this is that they often have little or no money or success. Because they would not lie for a boss to a customer or a supplier. Their ethics (right or wrong) make them stand against perceived corruption, And THIS in turn often gets them sacked and also makes them effectively unemployable! - Constantly lying and deceiving with ease is a normal person's "special power". ! So, you can

 . I AM CONFUSED. IF YOU DON’T NEED ANYONE? THEN WHY ARE YOU ON A DATING SITE? . As part of my efforts to date in my fifties… I am often putting a lot of futile effort into conversations with prospective partners that end up going nowhere. I fully admit that I have not got much of anything to offer anyone, No assets, No money, and No future, and my social skills and natural in-person charm level are not just below average but well below zero! All I have is honesty, trust, and love to give. It is not much, but that is all that this package has. I keep finding myself investing futile time and effort with women, (because Mother Nature randomly made me straight,) – who are vehemently, and adamantly saying things, such as. “I don’t need a man; I don’t need anyone”. Or “I don’t want to be in a ‘co-dependent’ relationship”. Or even “I refuse to be owned,” “I am not romantic,” “I don’t believe in love.” Which on the surface seems like a banner of strength