. SOMETIMES CRUSHES ARE BETTER LEFT AS CRUSHES! . While sometimes this is because you never really get to know them, The glamour fairy dust never falls from your eyes... . Sometimes you DO get to know them, And you realize that although the crush is powerful and feels hard to deal with, That You would both be really, Really, REALLY bad for each other and make each other miserable! - A bit like a moth and flame situation - IF - Both of you were moths made out of flames - BUT - Despite being made of flames yourself the other person's flame was a weird magical flame that still scorched you, - And your strange flame still scorched them! - Neither of you is immune to the other person's special cursed flame. - That this 'opposite flame' would still burn each other to death. - Really caring about someone is about NOT being selfish, And NOT making things about YOU! If you honestly DO care about them, Then you will do what is right, And put their happiness FIRST! - Instead of yo...

   All that money and Elon has somehow Not heard of a PR consultant?? I do hate the guy, but with all that money and with all this self-sabotage... ...at some point you gotta ask "Is the person who hates Elon musk the most, In the entire world?" " - Perhaps Elon Musk himself??!" ? "Is he in pain?" "Is he suffering?" Does he in fact, "Need Help??" #elon # musk #Question #Hate #Selfhatred

. WIP A2 "By Sea Moorland Moonscape" . Notes Normally, I don't bother with Color Theory Simply because I care more about composition and meaning, . And because I make stuff for people who are 'Not' from certain types of background, and more who are from more "everyday backgrounds". (I.E. My own family and friends I grew up with, - NOT art professors and art critics!) - People for whom Black is just "Black" and not a "Type of Black". People who can just "like" something without feeling that need to intellectually justify liking something. People who FEEL Art (even though they are unlikely to step into an art gallery - which is a deep shame!) - rather than those who "study" art! . But I felt annoyed this morning and decided to prove that I could do it "IF", I wanted. This is only to prove a point... ...That Color Theory is NOT that hard, - And that it is NOT that big of a deal! . Basically, This is a "...

Just a quick reminder of why I sell my art so cheap. It is Not a lack of confidence,  It is out of... SPITE! That simple.

 

. - Hope invites pain, If I can learn, somehow, to "Give up" instead, And make do with the life I have, It might give me peace of mind. - A peace of mind I never had before - If I could, somehow, learn to quit hoping for more, Then, finally, I might be able to learn how to be happy! .

. History repeats.... by . Cheryl Lynn . doSnstoper190u50gla145g79518h9i938mi0aa01gm5ami9i8a608iaim8a · . History repeats....   Cheryl Lynn Writes  . In 1923 Adolf Hitler incited an insurrection against the German government. He was tried, given a slap on the wrist, and became a convicted felon. Despite being treated charitably by the judge, Hitler claimed the trial was political persecution and successfully portrayed himself as a victim of the "corrupt" Social Democrats. Hitler positioned himself as the voice of the "common man," railing against the "elites," cultural "degeneracy," and the establishment, who he all labeled as "Marxists." He claimed the education system was indoctrinating children to hate Germany, and promised to return Germany to greatness. To solidify his base, Hitler masterfully scapegoated minorities for the nation's problems, exploiting societal divisions with an "us vs. them" narrative. Many German...

? Good Narcissist? by Ross E F Lombardi... ? I was thinking about the power that Narcissists have. The power they wield and misuse. ? THERE IS A LOT OF POWER THERE! A LOT! And this got me thinking... IF you learned all these same skills? At least theoretically? This power? Could this weaponized ability be turned around? Could it be used for good? ? Could they be used to heal and help instead of control and damage? Could you utilize these same abilities to empower someone instead of taking their personal power away? Could you use the same tools to build someone's self-confidence that narcissists use to take confidence away? Could you "manipulate" people into feeling hope, trying their best and becoming more independent? ? Can you bring a couple closer together? - Instead of sowing discord? ? Could you give someone more inner strength? And hope? Instead of trying to get a date for yourself? ? Give someone greater freedom through their own higher inner-self revealed? Rather ...

. Chinese TikTok spy questions? #satire #comedy #silly #satirecomedy #spy #china #parinoid #TickTok . https://www.tiktok.com/@rat_lombot/video/7479856558587841814?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7438095144740734497 .

. Note to self: Potential Project. Silver Mouse 13742 . From the 26th of the 3rd month 2025 Till 19th of the 7th Month 2026 . 480 . . Potential Project Silver Mouse 13742 499 . Note: Text made extra small and hard to read on purpose... . Attracted? To me? . Romantically Speaking: They aren't! Being loved is NOT one of my abilities or talents. . I have to learn to come to peace with that if I ever want some shadow of some version of happiness. - I must find a different, better way, of giving my life substance and meaning. Some definition beyond my own identity and mere happiness. . Don't get me wrong! I have a high sex drive and am hellish romantic! . BUT instead of spending the rest of my life feeling lonely and whining like a little bitch about it. I should instead take ownership of who I am and accept the situation instead. . - So, To that end, I am going to wait until my E-Harmoney subscription (that I am stuck with) runs out on the 19th of July 2026, THEN (if I am still sin...

. What does Britain have that America doesn't? : Answer: "Britain has," " figuratively," " America heaving and sweating above our limp body" "while they fill our arse with their toxic diseased corporate system rancid cum" - And obviously, America has not got that! . - As an English Person: I am getting a little sick and tired of the UK being the USA's political prison bitch all the dam time! Can any of our political leaders, please, in any of our main political party's, of ours, pretty please, tell the USA to finally fuck off! . We are NOT some de-facto 51st state of America! .

ROSS New CARTOON: "THE END IS..." Not really meant as a "Work of Art" at all... ...Only Just meant as a silly A3 cartoon for laughs.

! I have My Ticket! ! No turning back now! I am definitely going! !

 . Dead but free . I DO believe in the supernatural, BUT I don't like any of those beings! I don't trust any of them! Not a single religion, pact, faith, spell, prayer, hex, fetish, token, or bit of "fluence" is worth the price you have to pay. And you ALWAYS have to pay eventually! .  - They are all like the worst most brutal loan sharks imaginable but with aethereal stuff! . I'd rather stay the spiritual equivalent of a Homeless person, disenfranchised and outside of the normal supernatural world, but free!  - Even IF that means death comes figurative wintertime! .

Question: If you knew that you could never find love ever again, Would you still want to live??

. I do know god exists, - And "it" is annoying! It is not really "faith", Its knowledge . And as knowledge denies "faith"... I feel overly familiar with "it". . So, It is more of an "over-familiarity invites contempt" situation, rather than a "belief" situation. . - god is like the postman or an annoying traffic warden, just a 'fact of life' to me. - that's why I use a small 'g', . I have enough familiarity with god to feel nothing but contempt for god, . I can't prove it, of course. But I don't need to. That bullshit is your ego-driven issue, not mine. So, you go deal with your own annoying shit. . With god buzzing around me like a constantly irritating, nasty biting, itchy stinging, all-powerful yet spiteful, ghostly spirit insect. I have my own annoying shit to deal with. . There is no way I'm going to kneel to the golden throne and ask anything of that shitty rat bastard or any of his glowy ...

. Non-secular monk? Should I consider the lifestyle of a non-secular gnostic monk? . I already eat mostly beans, brown rice and lentils - unless I'm cooking for others. I already don't eat much meat, so going full vegetarian might be fairly easy. I already spend a lot of time alone. I already barely touch alcohol. I already read a lot and do a lot of meditative calisthenic-style exercises. I already have a deep interest in helping both the community and the world. I already see anger and rage as bad things and care passionately about promoting world peace and universal acceptance. I already have a growing hatred of money and wealth and how it owns both me and how it corrupts this world, and all it touches. I already have a disdain for ego and boastful pride in both myself and others. And I already have a strong sense of right and wrong (compared to most adults who seem to have lost that same sense of righteousness that they had at under 18. - Life seems to have beaten it out of...

. There was a time, I thought, that I might, once have known… This poem is probably By Ross E F Lombardi . Round and round again we go, Where it stops No one knows . I knew a public relations specialist who spin-doctored They bragged, - How good they were at spin But how can I believe them? When they spin to me, - About how good at spin-doctoring they are? . Round and round again we go, Where it stops No one knows . I knew an advertising executive who sold things They bragged about how good they were at selling ideas, But how can I have faith in them? When they are selling me an idea, - About how good they are at selling ideas? . Round and round again they post, Where this stuff sells No one knows . I knew a corrupt politician who manipulated. They boasted about how good they were at manipulating But how can I vote for them? When they manipulate me into believing - What excellent manipulators they are? . Round and round again we elect, Another mere crap opportunist, Not worthy of respe...

Horrible moments of male clarity. By Ross e f Lombardi. . Unfortunately for me, Despite being a 52-year-old male, I have a high sex drive, And being single, this leads to porn. . And while porn serves a purpose, It relieves built-up tension, Very much like the relief you get after blowing your nose, Or letting out a fart that was making you uncomfortable. Gross and messy but also necessary for basic self-management and self-maintenance. I hate that moment of after cum clarity. . That moment when I, then, remember. That despite the dating apps, Despite the effort of getting thinner. That despite going out and trying to be in this world, . That coldly, realistically, statistically, Not just because I'm financially barren, Not just because of how weird I look physically, But because also of how disfigured I am on the inside, How broken,  How scared and damaged in mind and soul, How ugly I am as a person, full of rage, humiliation and failure,  . That This! This! Is all I will eve...

. Horrible moments of male clarity. By Ross e f Lombardi. . Unfortunately for me, Despite being a 52-year-old male, I have a high sex drive, And being single, this leads to porn. . And while porn serves a purpose, It relieves built-up tension, Very much like the relief you get after blowing your nose, Or letting out a fart that was making you uncomfortable. Gross and messy but also necessary for basic self-management and self-maintenance. I hate that moment of after cum clarity. . That moment when I, then, remember. That despite the dating apps, Despite the effort of getting thinner. That despite going out and trying to be in this world, . That coldly, realistically, statistically, Not just because I'm financially barren, Not just because of how weird I look physically, But because also of how disfigured I am on the inside, How broken, How scared and damaged in mind and soul, How ugly I am as a person, full of rage, humiliation and failure, . That This! This! Is all I will ever hav...