. Racists are bad. Racism is bad. But there are worse things. People like Trump. Trump is not a racist. He's lower than a racist. As bad as racists are,  They still believe in something and follow a kind of warped code.  . Unlike a real racist, Trump has no moral code, ethical compass or integrity.  Not even a warped version. . He is just purest highest grade, self-serving, self-worshiping evil. .

. TIME TO LET GO AND FLY?! . I turned off my dating apps I was going to wait until my eHarmony sub ended in July 2026, As I'm still stuck paying for that garbage, I thought, . "Well, if I'm stuck paying for it - then I might as well use it" . - but now I'm thinking I instead, . "Screw it. Let them keep Their money. Let the money be wasted. I am done. I just want to quit." . The butterfly can no longer eat leaves like it used to as a caterpillar. It can still like leaves, It can miss eating leaves. It can wish to be a caterpillar again as much as it wants - but it still ain't gonna happen - it will still stay a butterfly. The butterfly has to accept that the eating leaves life phase is over. It will never eat leaves again! It must learn to let go and now embrace being a butterfly and what that means, both good and bad. . Just as a butterfly, I also need to embrace my new life phase and forever let go of my old life phase. . Problem: Hope hurts. . So...

. DEAR ALL WANNABE DIME STORE GURRUS, AGONY AUNTS, AND PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO FEEL 'WISE'. . - I'm sure you ALL mean well, And you took time out to try and do a nice thing, BUT Do not spout bulshit advice and call it ice cream! UNLESS you are asked FIRST!! Learn this. Repeat 3 times so you get it. - GIVING UNSOLICITED ADVICE IS RUDE. - GIVING UNSOLICITED ADVICE IS RUDE, - GIVING UNSOLICITED ADVICE IS RUDE. It does not matter if you are a kindly looking old man! - A hot woman on a dating app! - Or an efing angle sent by that arse hole up there god. - GIVING UNSOLICITED ADVICE IS RUDE! - if I want advice I'd Ask! - .  Title:  “Princess Trite Lousia"  .  Composite Image Digital Art:  Taken from a screenshot of an eHarmony dating app conversation with a real person without their permission.  .  And, Yes,  I AM trying to get myself into trouble!  . . I read your complete profile. You need to know that you aren't ugly. I don't know who told you that, b...

. Having a think... Price limbo How low can I go? . A cheap a2 canvas is 6 to 10 pounds Decent safe Postage is probably for an A2 is probably about another 10. If I pay other materials out of pocket, I could probably sell an a2 Inc uk postage for as low as £20. I won't make any money but I will get to keep replacing supplies used so I can keep working and improving. And it will piss off the posh self entitled, up their own arses, snobby art set lot off! Which is always a nice feeling. Being spiteful is fun. . Plus photo prints of the paintings will extend the money made from originals. . Ok, so based on this I'll use the following future formular. . A6 or smaler INC UK postage £3 for original Photos £2 each or 3x for £5 . A5 or smallerINC UK postage 5 £ for original Photos £3 each or 2x for £5 . A3 INC UK postage 15 £ for original Photos £10. (I might make a few pounds loss on posted photos this size. But screw it, i need to loose weight anyway, i can miss the odd meal. This wi...

! Yeh... <sarcastic snigger> Because I am Just absolutely totally known for my balanced, Mature, Reasonable, non-eXtreme, Normal, behavior!!! - 🙂 LOL! 🙂 <comically exaggerated facepalm> NOT!!! . THAT IS WHY I HAVE SUCH A HUGE SET OF SUPER STRICT PERSONAL RULES! . I have rules about asking people out on dates, I have rules for dating. I have rules about breaking up. I have rules for physical conflicts. I have rules for being ethical. I have rules for being evil. I have rules for mercy. I have rules for ruthlessness. I have rules about the rules. And - Rules about what exceptions exist to those rules. And - What rules about what the exceptions are - To those exceptions! . These rules are divorced from human norms. They do not care about what is "legal". AND They ignore all personal sacrifices of me, my friends myself, my family, my happiness, my well-being, and everything, else!  . I cannot be threatened from them - I will always choose death.  I cannot be bribed ...

. Can we please maybe stop telling men that suicide is "wrong" and let us have the right to our own bodies and be able to choose to end our misery if we want! . If you, yourself, knew that no one would ever love you again for the rest of your life? - Do you really think "therapy" will somehow make such a life worth living? ? . You Only, selfishly, want us lonely men to 'Live' so you can better define your own happiness! . Me and other men know we can not ever be loved again, So have the decency to Just let men like me die! FFS! Stop being selfish! Our death is not going to stop your happiness - It just allows us to escape our torment. - Don't force us to suffer! Let us GO! !

. The value of 'It'. By Ross E F Lombardi. . Carrying your pain alone won't make you stronger... ... but it will spare others, - you selfishly, - Inflicting yourself on their already overburdened lives. . Your emotional debts are not others to carry, - Or pay for you. The pain is Yours. . It is the only thing that is Really Yours. It's the one thing that won't abandon You, Or that can Never Ever be stolen from You, against Your will. Your pain is the one consistant constant, - In your life, - That You can always rely on being there. . Some say "Let go of your pain and heal" - That idea is terrifying! I'm not sure who I am, - Who I would be, - Without that pain. Without the pain? Is there anything else left of me remaining? What if 'pain' is all that I am? What if without it? - I am left with nothing? What if without it? - I Am Nothing? . Pain. It won't make you stronger, . But it is a vital landmark in an otherwise confusing and frightenin...

 . . . . ' . . Of course... ...IF... You happen to take these images and swap the name "Ross Lombardi" for some other famous person's name... And swap the bottom of the shoe graphic with some other famous person's photo and/or name. Then I have no way of stopping you at all... ...Just saying... . . . . . . Bellow: The original photos of my art that I used to make the cartoon.  If you happen to want access to this source photo... . .

. I have been having serious doubts about my "life path" for quite a while now. The current path of = (becoming a known as a writer and artist, creative, fall in love again and work towards some happy ever after.) - I am not sure this is the path I should be on. It almost seems like a just a slightly "cooler" version of the same bog-standard career and relationship path that everyone else is on. But under the bright packaging, the contents are exactly the same as a career in accountancy, or  management or any other professional wheel. It is just yet more chasing of money, reputation and status under a different mask. With a search for love also being just the private life equivalent of exactly the same thing. - I am kinda hoping for a random sign that I am using my life the right way. - Basically, if I don't get a major sign or breakthrough by the end of April, then I feel I need to ask myself some serious questions about personal purpose and meaning. - I'm...

. NOT ALL MEN?? . The problem is that to my mind, It really IS ALL men. Including Me! And short of self-mutilation: My options are very limited! (But I am so terrified of becoming like my genetic wife-beating father that in my darkest moments it has still crossed my mind as a potential option! Better castrated than a monster!) The thing All of Us Men have crawling at the back of our heads causes me nightmares, suicidal depression, self-loathing, and dangerously homicidal thoughts when some Tate-worshipping arse talks about being an "alpha male", Despite being male I understand why the #Killallmen hashtag exists! And even though I do not support that hashtag, I have seen more than enough in my life, far too much, from being a frightened toddler onwards, to know that the men haters have a Very valid point! .

. Ladies! Past your 30s it is Just as insane to want an unscarred heart, 'emotional virgin' undamaged man. As it is for an incel to "demand" a physical virgin woman! At a certain age... ...it is not only 'not gonna happen', But it also - 'shouldn't happen' - even if it could! Men with broken hearts are Not despoiled damaged goods! A man does Not need to be in "first ever love" with you,  For it to still be real love! . You do not have to "Be his first love" . Our past hurt does not diminish our future feelings for someone new! .

. SOMETIMES CRUSHES ARE BETTER LEFT AS CRUSHES! . While sometimes this is because you never really get to know them, The glamour fairy dust never falls from your eyes... . Sometimes you DO get to know them, And you realize that although the crush is powerful and feels hard to deal with, That You would both be really, Really, REALLY bad for each other and make each other miserable! - A bit like a moth and flame situation - IF - Both of you were moths made out of flames - BUT - Despite being made of flames yourself the other person's flame was a weird magical flame that still scorched you, - And your strange flame still scorched them! - Neither of you is immune to the other person's special cursed flame. - That this 'opposite flame' would still burn each other to death. - Really caring about someone is about NOT being selfish, And NOT making things about YOU! If you honestly DO care about them, Then you will do what is right, And put their happiness FIRST! - Instead of yo...

   All that money and Elon has somehow Not heard of a PR consultant?? I do hate the guy, but with all that money and with all this self-sabotage... ...at some point you gotta ask "Is the person who hates Elon musk the most, In the entire world?" " - Perhaps Elon Musk himself??!" ? "Is he in pain?" "Is he suffering?" Does he in fact, "Need Help??" #elon # musk #Question #Hate #Selfhatred

. WIP A2 "By Sea Moorland Moonscape" . Notes Normally, I don't bother with Color Theory Simply because I care more about composition and meaning, . And because I make stuff for people who are 'Not' from certain types of background, and more who are from more "everyday backgrounds". (I.E. My own family and friends I grew up with, - NOT art professors and art critics!) - People for whom Black is just "Black" and not a "Type of Black". People who can just "like" something without feeling that need to intellectually justify liking something. People who FEEL Art (even though they are unlikely to step into an art gallery - which is a deep shame!) - rather than those who "study" art! . But I felt annoyed this morning and decided to prove that I could do it "IF", I wanted. This is only to prove a point... ...That Color Theory is NOT that hard, - And that it is NOT that big of a deal! . Basically, This is a "...

Just a quick reminder of why I sell my art so cheap. It is Not a lack of confidence,  It is out of... SPITE! That simple.

 

. - Hope invites pain, If I can learn, somehow, to "Give up" instead, And make do with the life I have, It might give me peace of mind. - A peace of mind I never had before - If I could, somehow, learn to quit hoping for more, Then, finally, I might be able to learn how to be happy! .

. History repeats.... by . Cheryl Lynn . doSnstoper190u50gla145g79518h9i938mi0aa01gm5ami9i8a608iaim8a · . History repeats....   Cheryl Lynn Writes  . In 1923 Adolf Hitler incited an insurrection against the German government. He was tried, given a slap on the wrist, and became a convicted felon. Despite being treated charitably by the judge, Hitler claimed the trial was political persecution and successfully portrayed himself as a victim of the "corrupt" Social Democrats. Hitler positioned himself as the voice of the "common man," railing against the "elites," cultural "degeneracy," and the establishment, who he all labeled as "Marxists." He claimed the education system was indoctrinating children to hate Germany, and promised to return Germany to greatness. To solidify his base, Hitler masterfully scapegoated minorities for the nation's problems, exploiting societal divisions with an "us vs. them" narrative. Many German...

? Good Narcissist? by Ross E F Lombardi... ? I was thinking about the power that Narcissists have. The power they wield and misuse. ? THERE IS A LOT OF POWER THERE! A LOT! And this got me thinking... IF you learned all these same skills? At least theoretically? This power? Could this weaponized ability be turned around? Could it be used for good? ? Could they be used to heal and help instead of control and damage? Could you utilize these same abilities to empower someone instead of taking their personal power away? Could you use the same tools to build someone's self-confidence that narcissists use to take confidence away? Could you "manipulate" people into feeling hope, trying their best and becoming more independent? ? Can you bring a couple closer together? - Instead of sowing discord? ? Could you give someone more inner strength? And hope? Instead of trying to get a date for yourself? ? Give someone greater freedom through their own higher inner-self revealed? Rather ...